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wow was i depressed lol.
jewpower007: today i had a great time with my ever so lovely of a bf, brandon, with his beautifully pursed lips and his golden skin, we eloped in the moonlight
haha my bf is such a goof
awww puppies are sooooooooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeee
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[24 Jan 2005|06:38pm] |
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finals are over...and life is good
thursday: after finals, i played tennis with brandon at braemar...very much fun he kicked my ass tho lol
friday: bday party, lotta fun. saw in good company which was really cute, but i'm insanely jealous of scarlett johanson because she's gorgeous
saturday: went snowboarding for the first time this season, ooo hellzzz yeaaa.....i went to the black for the first time, i'm so proud i actually made it down the mountain alrite, unlike my dad which was the funniest thing he slid down on his butt the whole way down (funniest moment of the day). the parts where i died was the moguls, but i actually jumped it was cool, more than once too. but now i'm insanely sore...cuz i fell like a thousand times and in weird positions too, so now i'm dead. but its all good
(p.s. "skiers are pricks and snowboarders are assholes." u kno its tru dont deny)
[quote credit to: brandon]
sunday: recovery day. me and my dad were suppose to play golf, but didn't really work out since neither of us cud move, so we didn't do shit. woke up at 11:30 (not that bad) watched tv the whole day, but i can never catch the beginning of a movie and finish it. the only movie that i saw completetly the whole day i was the haunting...i used to think that movie was scary but it really isn't. i also saw parts of alien (1, 2, or 3 don't really kno)...but thats a funny movie.
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| their voices faded with sun |
[05 Jan 2005|06:44pm] |
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ahhh i can't believe finals are coming!
i'm gonna die
and i can't believe winter break is already over...o so sad
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| and they were lost in the dark |
[26 Dec 2004|11:46pm] |
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I have three points to make because i'm feeling philosophical...somewhat
Why does somebody up there insist on making life difficult and watching us as we squirm?
Do you ever have one of those nites, when you feel like pouring out your heart and soul? well those nights are the nights that you should always take advantage of, because those nights are the only nights that you'll have the guts to say whatever you think and feel.
I don't understand why people fear death. Death should not be a thing to be scared of, its more like a gift that ends all the pain in your life...it puts you at peace, because think...if you were dead you wouldn't have to worry about disease, friends, love, loss of something loved, eating, appearence, grades, money, or being sucked in by something horrible that you wished never to become.
And those are my points of the evening...wow i'm such a loser its amazing.
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| Joyous Christmas Moments |
[25 Dec 2004|01:00am] |
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Make sure you spend the time with the ones that you love the most that you can and live each moment like it is your last. Don't take for granted what you have, and never let the ones that mean the most to you go away.
Christmas is suppose to be a time of joy and the celebration of birth (as far as i know) and that times like this you are not suppose to think of dark moments or of the death that may come in any moment in time. But obviously this Christmas is different from others, but not my much just by late night atmosphere. Here is why i say what i say above...when me and my dad leave to go home from my cousins at around midnight, my dad remembers the Christmas cards that I left at my cousins. My dad suddenly goes into this whole speech about how i barely get to see him and that in any moment he could die, and that i can't take for granted the time that i have with him. I didn't understand the point of this conversation, because i know that he is only 52 years old and nowhere near death healthwise (only a bit of a high bloodpressure but thats it). He then goes into how he could die just like my grandmother did (which was sudden and unexpected heart attack) and how that someday that same thing might happen to him. It was very uneasy and uncomfortable car ride. Once we pass the subject he starts talking about his pervious tenants that he kicked out a month ago, saying that they're now in jail because they stole account information from people online, and how the secret service came and interviewed him and asked for information on them. So...tonight was overall and pretty dark Christmas Eve i would say. But there is always tomorrow, rite?
For some reason whenever I'm at my dads the atmosphere of everything seems to grow darker and everything seems to show on the negative side and i always feel trapped and isolated. I don't understand, its nothing that my dad does or anybody does...its just the feeling of....disappearing.
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| finally activated |
[24 Dec 2004|11:37pm] |
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hey hey hey
i'm bak
the domican rep. was awesome, great sun and awesomely warm water, and met my awesome new new york buddy ilya...o how i miss it, but it does feel good to be home...
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| i'm bak! |
[25 Jun 2004|11:57pm] |
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i just got back from china! very much fun
wow, the clock inside my head is really screwed up. but its really cool cuz i was in china on the 25th then when i came to LA it was still the 25th, when it was the 26th in China. so i guess i got to redo that day over, ya no what i mean? lol. i hate time adjustments and 14 hour flights. within a span of 8 days i've gone on 5 different planes, and that just gets old real fast specially the damn airplane food...eeww
china was cool tho, we got to go everywhere (Beijing, Xi An, Shanghai) and went to the summer palace, forbidden city, tien men square, the great wall, terikada warriors (or however u spell it), chinese gardens, and stuff like that. everything there was so cheap it was amazing! and bargaining is the best part (even tho i got tired of it the last day but w.e)
well i better go or else i won't sleep until tomorrow afternoon (ughh damn time zones)
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| IPOD YESS.... |
[05 Jun 2004|10:06pm] |
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i got a mini ipod!!!! its green and superly cool, i got it as a grad present (very saweet)
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| FREEE.... |
[02 Jun 2004|07:39pm] |
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Finals=OVER!
stress=gone
awww yess....it feels good to be free
just think...3 months of freedom + i never EVER have to see mr.spellman again! mwahaha...yesss
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wow i hate finals...
thank god...one more left
3 days
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| disneyland |
[23 May 2004|10:18pm] |
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disneyland was soooo much fun
even tho we were there for only 3 hours it was fun
we went on the three best rides there: california screamin, grizzly river run, and tower of terror
i love my bf
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| funnn..... |
[15 May 2004|06:28pm] |
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Friday was the dance, it was cool, always fun to get ready and to be all pretty. my god everybody looked so pretty......
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| why? |
[13 May 2004|06:48pm] |
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i don't get it. why is everyone making such a big deal about this dance? we went to it last year...and barely ne1 cared
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[09 May 2004|07:51pm] |
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this is like the most jam packed weekend i've had in a long time...
friday: china meeting for people who are going during the summer
saturday: host student thing, tennis, and then watched van helsing
sunday: Mother's Day brunch (my god i ate like a pig, but the food was sooo good+dessert was even better), went to the beach by myself (i'm sooo proud, i didnt' get run over by a car on pch)
QUESTION: who's going to the dance?
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that was the saddest season finale ever
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